here we go again.

i'm back : )


and no, Pocket J was not deleted.


merely, hidden.


hidden because i no longer feel that it represents me at this present moment.
it represents the past.
and somehow, for some reasons unknown (or rather, i choose to leave it unknown),
i want to keep it only to my eyes, and nobody else.
perhaps, maybe, it's because i want a fresh start.
maybe, it's because i want you guys to read with no pre-determined mindset of who i am/was.
basically, wanting to be read with an open heart and mind, without prejudgment.



so, if it's a fresh start that i want, why not delete the former blog into oblivion and create a new cyberspace "me"?
well, call me a sentimentalist if you may.
because even though i attribute my previous blog as a collection of the past, and another chapter of my life closed,
i acknowledge that it is a collection of former life experiences which led me here,
on this continuous journey to self discovery and life.
it holds the stories of life that my current being is built and evolved upon.


just because i've grown and perhaps changed in thoughts and perception, it does not mean that who i was is not a part of who i am now.


and i still want to be reminded.
i still want to look through the pages of which i once passionately poured my thoughts and love into.
and i may want bring it back to the surface again once in a while.
just because it is the past, it doesn't mean it ought to be forgotten or forsaken.



as always, i know that i will uncover different meanings once i revisit my previous self.
rediscovering myself.


and so, welcome again.
not to a new blog, but merely a continuation of where i left off.


can't blame a girl for trying again, no? : )